it wont always be like this.

i wish i could describe myself in a well formed clever paragraph. but i can't. im complicated and sdrawkcab. i wish i could say im easy going but im filled with worry and lack a few positive character traits. I'm eager to please and never late. i speak jibberish when im frustrated. daydream at the worst times and wear mix matched clothes. im horrible at jokes. i love jellyfish and the ocean. i wish people would take the time to get to know me. i've made mistakes but never regret. i keep my promises. One day, i'll travel around the world till my feet fall off. im in love <3 and i have 12 cats. i ramble. im not scaed to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after.
i want to explore the world.